I resented you so much for having that affair with M. I was deeply hurt and barely lived through this betrayal. At least that was how I understood it. It’s true, you slept with me on the first day - but I offered myself, and what could you possibly do with your peak, if there is a new one inviting you, the one you haven’t reached yet, the one who can still be of some use?
I should have understood that I simply don’t know how to be with a man, at least not with one like you, that I am not capable of being a woman who is a conqueror, that I didn’t know how to be interesting.Still, I was deeply hurt, and because you were my subconscious dream, I was guarding your memory with jealousy. It was the only thing I didn’t have to share with other women.
All the rest of you has to be shared.
that I didn’t know how to be interesting.
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