A stranded love letter, VI. 

ihaveacatnamedryan:

Subconsciously, I am still connected to you, and that is also why you found my add. What I don’t know is why you never call anymore - maybe you will … or maybe you won’t.

Interesting, how after all this time, I still ache when I think about which woman is by your side. A horrible feeling of jealousy, as if I am the only one with any rights to you.
I could still fall in love with you in an instant, but at the same time I know that I don’t interest you anymore. I hear you are dating a woman called M that climbs the Mountain with you. Or a T, or a D, or …

… how can you still have the will?

#a stranded love letter #all those feelings #all of them #and the really horrible thing is that I feel them towards men I never really met #don't really know #and chances are never will meet #chances actually are that I'll never feel them towards anyone real #and this still scares the shit out of me

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